it's me. helmie is happy. :)

yey! :)
so much of happiness today.
wee~
why?
for the first time.
i woke up by myself.
no need mom to wake me up~
hahx! i'm happy. waa~!
fortunately. i woke up by 7.15. =)
but. it's okeyh right? haha!
school starts at 7.40. hahahx.
neway. i'm proud of myself.
yela. bukan senang taw helmie nk bangun sendiri. haha!
then. lepas balek skola. yerp!
balek dgn mierah and moon. jiran kuwh.
someone called me. waahh!
unknown number neyh. private plak tuh. hahahx! bwat syok kn?
nway. lepas angkat tuh.
"hello. may i talk to helmie?"
"err. helmie speaking"
"owh. helmie. kenal x neyh?"
"ha? siapa neyh?"
"laarrhh. xkenai eyh. xpala. dia xknai kwn dia dh"
"ha. larh. xkenai larh. td speaking. igtkn p'rempuan mana td"
"haisyh. yela2. neyh..."

hahax! secreto weyh! i'm happy. i found her at last. waahh!
lama xcontact. huhu. i met her when i was form 1. but after that.
we lost contact of each other. sedeyh kn cita neyh?
agaga~
nway! aku happy.
my life is completely happy.

other list who made me happy for the rest of year :
+ i was kicked out from my mom. yey!
+ i grown up in diffrent areas. kelantan/sarawak/perak/pewlish. =)
+ i had quite a big numbers of relatives. to be honest. ask me about my cuz. surely. i don't know. :)
+ used to be at SRK Seri Indera. hahahx! damn. sweet skewl.
+ UPSR? well! even though i got 4A. but still. im happy with that. :) at least. my dad proud of me. :D
+ dpt jugak masuk derma~ yey! =) jumpa kwn. nk list ka? ogeyh2. ammar/ateyz/nazirul/asilah/ena/onie/atiqa/hanna/ili/nia/dlah/
shahir/amzar/faris/pa'an/guard/pak'em/me'on/bulan/zaid/zohdi/haikal/najmi
nizar/ainol/aizat/arip/syed/izzul/izzat/hajar/mierah/fad and much more. kn dh ckp. bannyaak :D
+ selama 4 thn. aku bangga jadik batch 92. kami la gempak! betol x? haha!
+ lepas abesh skola. we could get going to tsunami. haha! half life la dude. jum3. bunuh! =X
+ i met several ppl who changed my life. and those to be my ex. and now. my schoolmate. :X
+ n73 is baby kuwh. haha! thx daddy. [err. mcm bapok ja?] haha!
+ i met maktok kuwh a.k.a azyra chenta. bintang kuwh a.k.a nara. and partner kuwh a.k.a shiera.
+ i hearts her!
+ group p.s.j maseh bersatu teguh. haha! kami la pemimpin batch 92. wakaka!
+ my house is superb. bleyh kluar. panjat bumbung. tgk bintang. wee~ =)
+ jiran² kuwh yg sporting. chantek la korang.
+ and much more larh~ dun ask. xlarat nk chereta dh. :D

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bila aku bertemankan "vicks" dan tisu. . .

waaahh! selsema! aku benci selsema! aku paling tak shoka benda alah neyh. why? sbb dia xbesh! menyemak. menggangu aku nk idup. huhx. tp apa maw bwat. itu semua kuasa Allah kn? ='(
neway. selsema neyh. telah bnyk menyusahkan aku. terpaksa la aku menjadik vicks-addict. dgn menghisap. errr. membau. hahx! =) aku jugak. kena beli inhaler itu. bwk merata. haisyh! selsema ow selsema.
dhla besok exam physics. lusa admat ngan bio. sedeyh~ ='( tmbah plak dgn merentas desa hari jumaat neyh. tension la weyh! selsema. selsema. go away puhweess!

nway! apa pown.

shaye tasehawt. =*(

mnggu yg buhsan.

mnggu yg buhsan.
huhu~
hari neyh dh sabtu.
kelmarin jumaat.
dan khamis.
dua hari aku xpegi skola.
why??
sbb kaki kuwh sakewt.
sumthing wrong. hahax! =P
nway.
i heard many things happens at skewl.
bangang bangang~
awt~lah aku tada.
huhx! =(

nway.
my life.
makin susah.
"she" keep haunting me.
i dunno what to do.
haisyh~! =(
health?
sakewt kaki.
sakewt tekak.
sakewt everythings.

neway. next week.
derma ada exam.
haisyh! cmna neyh.
admat kuwh.
takowt!
and hari jumaat neyh.
ada cross-country a.k.a merentas desa.
huhux~!
wish me luck eyh~
hahax!
mcm konfem nk menang
wawa~! =)
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yeyeye. sbp. go away. hahx!

yes! yes! xdpt sbp.
hahx! dasyhat oow.

waahhh! naseb baek xdpt. hahx.
kalo x. mommy aku suh p.
yeye! nway.
onie jiran kuwh. dpt. sains putra nuh.
shahir. and paling kewl!
nazirul. hahx! dpt MCKK. waaa!
nway. shaye budak essemkaydee yg shetia =)

pedish ow helmie.

huhx. agak tension sket.
opps! lama xupdate ey.
nway.
skola nuthin much to tell.
except.
budak form 1 yg naek kepala.
we call it "kurang ajar" "bastard"
bangang bangang bangang
malash pkir pasai tuh.

sakewt. sakewt.
huhx.
kaki kuwh smakin sakewt.
and ptg td.
waktuh tmn budak-budak tuh berjalan dkt the store.
suddenly ja. sakewt. trus col mommy suh dtg amek.
then balik. sapu-sapu ubat. titow trus.
huhx. mangkit neyh. igtkn nk lega lagik.
but still. saaaakkkeeewwwttt!!
xtawu larh apasal. mayb salah urat kowt.
huhx.
sedeyh. nk bergerak pown susah. bangang bangang.
nway. lusa neyh bufday nara. bestie shaye. haisyh!
dhla duk ssp. apa maw bwat kn??

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p/s : ttba aku layan lagu neyh. pelik kan? hahax. neway. lagu neyh bwk mksud utk aku. and only Allah know it. =)

kemalashan =)

hehe.
leteyh2. =)
besok skewl lah.
buhsan gila.

for the first time.
aku da ada mespes. haha!
besh? bajet besh p la.
hahah! =)

nway.
besok start skewl.
so. hmm~!
mnggu neyh jugak xtiviti sukan start =(
it means; a lot of bloody hell is coming.
sumpah weyh!
thn neyh. form 4 rasa cm xbesh lgsung.
actually. thn neyh xbesh lgsung.
2008 thn cm shial =)
anyone agree? haha!

buhsan weyh
buhsan.
and another one more things.
td dkt ym.
another f*cking bastard mula meng-add aku di ym.
shyet. =.="
budak2 conf derma.
yep! kmu tahu siapa =)
okeyh!
g2g =)

.helmie.